Hopeless (solo)

So much trouble it is to just read a simple book in peace, Lavi found it to be pretty hard to find time to read when back at the 11th squad barracks, mostly people just wanted to fight and train hard on the physical, though he was not much of one to talk, not too long ago he was pretty caught up the more physical training himself, it was not until recently that he found the joy in reading books.
He had lived most of his life in the slums of the rukongai, but now that he had left the academy he found himself fascinated by books.
He had found peace from the noise and trouble of the world by a lake in the outer rukongai, it was not too long from the slums, but it was a very tranquil place, as if it was his little piece of paradise.
He had found the place back when he was still much of a ruffian, and it had only been by coincidence that he had found this place, he had not seen it back then, and it had merely been a place to stay before heading on to somewhere else, but now that his eyes had been more open to the beauty of the world, he found it to be a refuge of peace in undisturbed nature.
Much time had went by, before he placed his book away to relax, he wondered if anyone else knew of the place, or if it was just him that knew of it.
Maybe one day he would meet that special girl, it could be the perfect scene to confess ones love, he began fading into a dream world where he saw it all play out before him.
He would have told her not to look a little before they would arrive, and then lead her out in front of the lake, the dull moon would be reflecting in the lake and the stars would be shinning clear as ever as he would drop to his knee to confess his ever lasting love to her.
Before long he had disappeared into his dream world, and as he finale woke up, he sat up with a set to discover that he had been sleeping all the way to the late evening, he sighed "I really should stop day dreaming so much" he said to himself in a disappointed voice.
He collected his stuff, and turned to head back to seretei, but just before he entered the forest to leave the lake behind him, he looked back at the lake once more as a smile sneaked its way on to his lips.