the will to go on

Kuro´s whole day have been a mess, from morning were she have gotten out of been bed, nothing had work the way she wanted it to work like she had gotten the wrong leg out of the bed even thought she had slept well, as soon as she had awoke she had been told to train alone again out in the garden like.. as if her captain never had the time for her, so she had to figure out herself how to hold the sword the right way... but the thing that kept coming through her head and disturbed her training every time was the thought why she was here...

was she really that special? Because she couldn’t remember anything and that her own zanpaktos have been broke when she was found,every time she touch her own zanpakto´s hilt it have been like something was missing inside her she didn’t knew were the feeling come from but it wasn’t nice.... like a black sea of nothingness...

Kurama was the reason she was alive and she didn’t wanted to disappoint him, she have to get better, she have to get fast and most of all she have to get stronger for her own and his sake.. she want to protect him one day.. The sounds of wood, getting by hit wood was to hear in the garden of then squad 10 barracks as kuro was training against the wood dolls.. blocking them attacking and evading the attack that was coming for her as she was training with wood swords fending off the spinning arms of the dolls

every time she hit one of the dolls arms suddenly the was another attack ready to hit her with meant that her train only got harder and hard since it was exhausting to keep blocking the attack there were coming against her from 3 directions, making her almost dizzy as she have to turn around every single time she had blocked one attack, from 7 in the morning too late in the afternoon, kuro keep blocking attacking and evading the best she could, her body was cover with bruises at the time she stop and every muscle in her body felt like she was walking through hell but she didn’t want to stop even thought she knew she had to for today. Gently letting go of the wood swords before slowly walking towards the door to her room that was right next to the garden in the barracks, as soon as she open up the door she walk over and fell down on her bed, she was even sleeping before her head hit the pillow