The last thing that Kajitora remembered was taking a nap under a tree...but now he was in the middle of a desert. He had seen it before.
Not here again, he thought angrily. He stood up in the sand and looked up, and sure enough there it was-the giant phoenix! Kajitora suddenly had flashbacks of his last encounter with this thing, this nightmare. His skin tingled with the remembrance of burning alive, and he saw his sword unscathed by flame. The phoenix’s eyes, which looked like to two floating heaps of coal in a fire, pierced through Kajitora. The stare made him more than uneasy this time, he was genuinely afraid. The phoenix did not move, as if it's continually burning fire was all the movement that it was capable of. Normally Kajitora would be at ease but he knew this thing didn't need to move to cause harm. He began to draw his sword, but his hand grabbed air. His eyes fell to his waist and there was no sword on his hip. The fear quickened within. The enormous flaming bird looked down at him and it's voice echoed in Kajitora's head,
"What did I tell you!? That fear, don't let it blind you!...You haven't grown at all, have you?"Kajitora knew what came next; he was almost to the point of tears. He didn't want to be consumed by the horrible fire that was coming. His entire body erupted into flames. As he began to cry out, he heard that voice again,
"Use it!" Yes, that is what the phoenix had said last time. Something about not letting his anger and fear blind him. The pain from the burns was excruciating but he decided he would give the bird's advice a try. Anything would be better than when the flames had completely engulfed him-it was like his soul itself was on fire. He pushed the horrendous pain to the back of his mind. What did he need to do? What did he want to do? Get the flames away from him. There was one thing he could think out at the terrifying moment-a variation of Bakudou number 8: Seki (Repulse). Kajitora ignored his diminishing body as much as he could and tried to focus.
Kajitora began to raise his reiatsu, and formed the beginner hand signs. He focused on pushing the flames away from himself as he said the incantation with a loud commanding voice, "Harken, thee of the North wind. Zephyr of Death, sever the cord between the enemy and I; we are no longer made of same cord. Hakudou no jyuuroku: Mattaku Seki!" (Way of Binding #16: Complete Repulsion). The tiny molecules around Kajitora began to draw nearer to him, even the flames were drawn closer to him for an instance which made the pain maddening. But immediately following, everything was repelled away from Kajitora-everything including the fire. No longer held up by the destructive fire, Kajitora fell to his chest in the sand. The damage done, along with the reiatsu he had used left him fatigued. He heard the voice one last time,
"I guess you've grown some, little chick." The only words that came to Kajitora's lips was the question: "Who? Who are-" He lost conscientiousness.
When Kajitora awakened, he was still under a large tree in the gardens of Seirietei. The sun was mercilessly shining down on his face; it reminded him of the nightmares so he simply moved into the tree's shade more. He looked down and his sword was resting against his legs, for some reason he couldn't take his eyes off of the sheathed sword. Half afraid and half relieved he looked at the katana. Fear-that had got him nowhere, maybe courage would take him deeper in being a shinigami-deeper into his bond with his reiatsu and his zanpakutou. He reached out and touched the handle of his zanpakutoh, and he could see the satisfied red glow coming from within the sheath.
It will take some courage for me to use kidou in battle , he thought,
and not relying on my swordsmanship exclusively. That is the different between when I was a samurai, and now-now I am a shinigami!